Tuesday With Teri

Devotions from lessons I'm learning from God

Are There Asphalt Burns on Your Backside? July 27, 2012

Filed under: devotionals — tlmiller82 @ 1:41 pm

          It started with a cup of coffee and a justified prayer time on the couch, several friends are facing health concerns and I wanted to be sure to lift them before my God in prayer.  I then deftly transitioned to a second cup of coffee and a morning news program.   I plugged in my laptop intent to spend some time writing.  Long story short, I alternated my time between staring at my blank computer screen, reading, rotating laundry, and researching or seeking inspiration for writing (translation: frequent visits to FB and sucked into the depths of pinterst).  Before long, I was pacing the floor, making list of things to get done and trying to write. (translation: promptly sitting back down and doing nothing in particular.)

          To call the day sedate would be underselling it.  I could only hope my husband would greet me at the end of his long workday with “How was your day?” and not specifically ask me, “What did you do today?”    I looked at Hughie, my porky little yorkie, who had sat sleepily by my side all day and knew I needed to take action.  “Hughie”, I said(because when you are home alone  you talk to the dog…you know you do too), “If we do not get out for a walk we will not be justified in going to bed tonight!”  He perked up his ears and tilted his head quizzically.  When I showed him the leash, he enthusiastically leapt to the floor, his tubby tummy hitting the carpet before his hind legs.

          It was late, but not dark.  It was quiet on the street and a sliver of moon peeked about the trees.  I sighed to myself, “Great, perfect setting for introspection, NOT what I want to do after such a non- productive day”.    In an effort to avoid self loathing I prayed God would give me something to share and that He would help me move out of my self-made rut. 

           I was deep in thought when I noticed the dog and I were already almost a block down our street.   I was surprised to find Hughie trouncing along at a normal pace.  Usually walks with Hughie require patience.  His little legs do not take him far or fast and his incessant need to smell EVRYTHING makes for very slow short walks.  Mind you, he wasn’t exactly pulling forward on the leash, but he was not requiring me to tug him along, which is what I usually end up doing.

          I was kind of enjoying this new dynamic.  For a brief moment, it felt like I was a normal dog owner, walking a normal dog….then it stopped.  Actually “he” stopped.  I looked back, there was Hughie, standing stiff legged and leaning back with his head down, and his eyes rolled up at me.  Apparently, he wanted to stop.  It amazes me how an 11 pound puppy can suddenly morph himself into a surprisingly effective anchor.  Oh, I could move him if I wanted too, but that would require dragging his dead weight across the rough pavement, and that would result in asphalt burns on his backside and cries of animal cruelty from the neighbors.  I tried coaxing him, tugging at him, encouraging him and promising him lots of treats when we got home….nothing was going to move him.   

          After a bit, I walked back toward him resigned to simply carry him the rest of the way home.   As soon as I was alongside him he began walking forward.  Hmmmm, was he objecting to my leadership?  Did he just want to remind me he was there?  Why couldn’t he just follow me?  Didn’t he know that if he just sat there he would never know the rewards of getting home?  Did he not remember that I had clean water, treats, and a comfy couch to offer him?  I watched his tiny tail wiggle slightly as we now slowly plodded homeward…and there it was, God’s answer to my prayer in the form of my own reflection evident in my dog.  Sigh…That day I too had been immovable.  I had resisted motion and had accomplished little. 

          All day, and perhaps most days, God tugs at me and tries to lead me forward and I yet I resist.  I start out enthisiastically following Him but, like Hughie, often find myself stopped.  Sometimes it is because I do not understand the way He is going, sometimes I am just not paying attention and sometimes I just want to be in control I suppose.

          Does God get frustrated with me when I pull against His leading?  I know I am capable of simply sitting when He desires me to move forward.  It is sort of surprising I do not have asphalt burns on my backside from God dragging me along.  No doubt, there have been times He has had to pick me up and place me where He wants me.  How often have I, like Hughie, just stopped moving forward?  How can God bring me through things in life if I simply stop?  I know God has a plan for me…

“For I know the plans I have for you….you will call upon me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you…you will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart…” (Jeremiah 29:11-13)

 

I don’t want to be found with stiff legs, head downward and eyes rolled up in defiance…I want to be found moving and meeting Him every step of the way

Lord, today we pray for Your continued guidance in our lives.  Help us to see You as we walk in the world and to know Your direction.  Forgive us when we sit and fail to follow You, lead us in the path You have set for us.  Father, thank you for graciously returning to us and bringing us along our journey.  Thank you for being a compassionate master and a worthy of all our trust and praise!

 

 

 

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2 Responses to “Are There Asphalt Burns on Your Backside?”

  1. Steve Says:

    love it!

    Like

  2. Lera Says:

    I tried to e-mail you and do not have the correct address.

    Like


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